Hi out there. As usual, it's been a little bit since I last posted, because it's been a busy semester, and to be honest it's a lot of work to sit and write and share my heart for something that doesn't really have any sort of following. Most of my friends don't even know about this. But tonight I just feel a little lonely, and I wanted to talk about it.
Specifically, I want to talk about how it's okay that I'm feeling lonely. I used to think that it was bad, that I shouldn't sit here and be lonely and be okay with it. But I am. I trust that the Lord is doing some great things in me, and that He has let me be lonely for His own good purposes. If it wasn't so late at night and I didn't have homework to do, I would find some Scripture that tells us why we can trust the Lord. He is faithful in all things, and He desires good for us. So yes, my heart is sad and lonely right now, and it has been for months, but I know that ultimately God will make His purpose known and be glorified. And until then, I think God won't be upset with me if I cry now and then.
OH! ALSO--I'm going back to STP this summer! If you read this and want to support me financially, you can give to me by following this link: Donate to Becca's STP
