Hey everyone!
So I'm filling out my application to STP, and I'm pretty excited about it, but also I'm feeling a little... I don't know. I don't know how to describe it. I'm just thinking, I wish I could see myself the way everyone else sees me. I guess everyone has felt that at some point or other, but I don't think I've ever felt it like this. I don't like this feeling. I just want to know what the girls in my Bible study see, and what my brother sees, and how that random guy I sit in front of in math sees. I feel like all these people around me, even my closest friends don't see me as I am. They don't see me as I see myself. I guess I'm feeling a little unloved right now. I don't have many close friends near me at the moment, and even the ones I do have aren't really that close. It's kind of tough for me right now. I'm missing home, and all the comforts that home provides, especially that of the people who have known me longest in the world. But none of that matters right now, and I know that. Sometimes life is just tough, and you have to persevere. I'm sorry, this isn't exactly what I thought I would be writing about. Sometimes Satan just wants to mess with you, but you can't let him win. He has already lost, every time we turn to Jesus. Remember that.
Love you!
Becca
P.S. Sorry, I know this isn't exactly an SGM, but I really wanted to share.
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