I know, I know, I have something new to say about what happened the other day with the friend of a friend of mine. I should seriously consider turning it into a hashtag. Hahahaha not really.
Anyway, when I texted that person the first time, they didn't respond. I have no idea what they thought of what I said. All I know is how awful I feel about what they said to me. I shouldn't let it bother me, but it does. Well, this afternoon, I texted them again, because I saw God in that, and I wanted them to know it. I said Thank you, because that helped me see God. And again, they haven't responded. Not that I expected them to. But they didn't. I was having some serious trouble forgiving them for what they said to me. Not only was it overly harsh, incredibly exaggerated, and just downright mean, but they didn't even have enough respect for me to say it to my face. Or else they didn't have enough courage. But anyway, when I sent that second text, I felt okay about all of it. I wasn't mad about it anymore. But now I still am about to cry over it. Is that bad? Can I have forgiven this person, and yet still be hurt by what they said? I don't know. But it's something to think about, and a reason to Seek God.
Sorry, there wasn't really exactly an SGM, but I needed to post this.
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