Last night, I had a dream about STP. I leave in a little over two weeks, and I'm getting more and more nervous by the day. But last night I was having trouble sleeping, only getting five-ish hours in total. (Not because of STP, just because I'm me. I was frustrated at the way a couple things were going, even though I knew that was exactly what was going to happen.) Anyway, I woke up at 7:45, which is SO early for me, at least recently. And I had knots in my stomach. Like I said, I dreamed about STP, and it just got me REALLY nervous! And I have no real reason to be. I'm sure it's going to be a wonderful, amazing, God-filled experience, but I'm still TOTALLY freaking out! And then, because of those knots, I couldn't fall back asleep. I was just worrying about it. So I'm like... I'm really really nervous. I know it's all going to be okay. I'm sure everything will work out the way God wants it to, and I know He'll be with me, but for now, I'm still kind of nervous. Anyway, for now I'm praying for some peace, and that I can learn to better trust the Lord. Thanks for reading this, I needed to get all this off my chest.
Talk to you later!
Becca
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