So my English teacher is really REALLY mad at my class. On Friday we had this assignment due, and he's been pretty lax thus far about turning stuff in on time, but this time, he wanted everyone's thing in on time. So he sent an email telling us what to do if we weren't going to be in class. I wasn't feeling well, so I missed class to sleep. But I didn't even see that email. Then after class he sent another email, a really angry email at that, that said only four people were on time to class, and only four more people showed up. He was really really mad at us, and told us we're in big trouble. Well, I never turned in my assignment because I was asleep until the deadline he gave us, and I'm really afraid that we're in some pretty serious trouble. I have that class pretty soon, and no lie, I'm pretty terrified about going. I don't exactly do well with teachers who are angry. I tend to get a little teary-eyed, which makes everyone think I'm weak or a child, which I hate, although that's just a side note. Anyway, I'm really nervous. But all morning this song that Laura shared with us on Thursday night was stuck in my head. It's called Not For a Moment (After All) by Meredith Andrews. I bought it, and have been listening to it. It says "not for a moment will you forsake me," a bunch of times, because that line is in the chorus. Which is really comforting. But in the bridge, she says "Not in my hurt, not at my worst, when my world falls down, not for a moment will you forsake me. Even in the dark, even when it's hard, you will never leave." And okay, not gonna lie, I've been listening to this song for like, ten minutes now, and the first time she got to that part, I just burst into tears. I mean, my world isn't falling apart, I'm not at my very worst, I'm not even really hurt, but it is hard to face something you're afraid of. This song has just been so comforting to me. I just wanted to share that with you now.
I have to leave for class in a few, so I'll say good bye now!
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